ugh! i've been receiving these rude phone calls from unknown people that hang up the phone whenever i pick up. =_= i've had it! from now on, i'll list down all these phone numbers here. if i have a list of more than 10, i'm gonna complain to singtel or wherever it is that deals with this annoying problem.

65765495 - 19 nov 2009 12.03pm, 12.44pm

woots! i've another personal note in less than 1 week! lucky! ^_^

2009-11-10
05:01 Revelations from a personal note allowed me to increase my skills in Basic Singing.
05:00 Paid rent: 55 US$.
04:58 Renee Whakaari told me the greatest words of all time. Sometimes that's all you need.

2009-11-09
18:49 Randall Wainwright shared some secrets with me. That's what friends are for.
17:26 Hmmm... these classes in Basic Singing are quite difficult...
17:26 Took a stroll around the block.
09:29 Aha! I think I just came to a startling conclusion about the skills I'm studying. I'll just scribble some quick notes on a small piece of paper to read later on before I lose my train of thought...
09:29 I went to class to study Basic Singing with Warner Goodall.
09:29 Took a stroll around the block.

hmm... this time only add 5% nia =/

juz watched a taiwan variety show called 頂尖對決. it asked a question, which country provides free education all the way up till university even to foreigners? the answer was finland =D woah, didn't know there's a country out there that offers free education to all. wow. thinking maybe can go there study. haha. free leh, so good lar =D i didn't want to go back school, but if its finland i don't mind XD

2009-11-06
01:27 I went to class to study Basic Singing with Warner Goodall.
01:27 Took a stroll around the block.
01:26 Revelations from a personal note allowed me to increase my skills in Basic Singing.

2009-11-05
19:40 Finished jam session
17:01 I decided to skip class today. I've got better things to do with my time.
17:01 Took a stroll around the block.
16:02 Went to Tisroc Cheap Jam to jam.
06:06 Aha! I think I just came to a startling conclusion about the skills I'm studying. I'll just scribble some quick notes on a small piece of paper to read later on before I lose my train of thought...
06:06 I went to class to study Basic Singing with Rita Maxted.
06:06 Took a stroll around the block.
00:17 Renee Whakaari told me the greatest words of all time. Sometimes that's all you need.

yay, i finally got a personal note! =D my basic singing skill juz went up from 9.40 to 9.50. its like u manage to study 2 classes. im gonna max my 2nd skill soon =)

today or rather yesterday since its already 2am, we went to golden mile complex. we didn't know where the restaurant was located. so we up all the way to 3rd floor. we asked a guy and he told us that all restaurants are actually all on the 1st floor, so we went back down again >_<

then we saw a restaurant called diandin leluk which this tuk tuk thai restaurant was supposed to belong to. but we weren't quite sure. still, it looked like the most probable place that G would go to. so we all went in. we were given a table near the corner coz we had a group of 11 people. once we sat down and saw the menu, it wrote tuk tuk thai restaurant. that's the one we're looking for! =D

but we didn't see any kind of writings in any pillars or walls at all. in fact there was only 1 pillar and nothing was on there =( so we ordered the 3 foods that was seen on that Dears' blog. the foods were green curry chicken, tom yam soup and coconut milk chicken soup lol XD of course we did order other foods, there were so many of us =P (will update the foods ordered when i get the pics up) and so start our G fans gathering feast!

then when we were footing the bill, our lovely belle asked if the waiter saw G coming for meal. he answered yes! bingo! we all squealed at hearing the answer! XD then the manager came over. apparently he knew G from the mr brain show =D he told us that we were sitting at the very table that G was using. one of us was even sitting at the chair that he sat on! he had that chair marked with a sticker or something but somehow it came off. luckily he still remembers which chair it was. woots! haha, u should have seen the girl so happy that she can fly =P we all took turns taking pic of her in that seat, lol. belle even took a pic of that empty chair when we were leaving, rofl!

it turned out that G went to have dinner a thursday (22 Oct 2009) at 10.15pm. there were still some customers left in the restaurant, but nobody could recognise him =_= i think G might feel disappointed too? >_< he really did order green curry chicken, tom yam soup and coconut milk chicken! lol. the dears went down the following day. we're the first batch of singaporeans to go have meal in that restaurant! =D we end up taking photos with the manager, its the next best thing we have after G =P

we found out that G even ordered the food in thai language! O_O so pro! how many languages does he know!? i heard he knows japanese, english, chinese, thai, korean, french. i don't know what else he knows but this is very good already! G is really a language genius! my mum's friend's father (haha long relation) knows 8 languages including dialects. he even managed to learn thai in 3 months! wow. maybe G will beat it in another 5 years? i mean, he's still young, there's plenty of time for him to learn new languages. i wonder if G knows any chinese dialects. it'll be fun to hear him speak in hokkien. i bet it will sound so funny XD

forgot to add that we went to our mama san Doreen's place after the meal =) she showed us all her prized G possessions. there's was so many of them! can't believe a 4 month fan can collect so many things. lol. she has a golden retriever too, so cute ^_^ we watched the drug party concert dvd and a few other pvs and the makings of it. we even suggested that she make a G museum XD haha, maybe G will be interested in coming to sg to vist =P it was almost 11pm by the time we left her place. thankyou doreen and belle for hosting us over =D looking forward to our next gathering =)

i can't believe this. i dreamt of GACKT! lol. actually dreamt of his replies XD i remember seeing him reply at least 5 or 6 times in my inbox. i was reading one of it, it signed gackt camui but i forgot how if its in big or small letters. i alo can't remember the content. i think my brain hasn't register it when i was woke up by my mum >_< arrhhh!!! i was dreaming so happilly! don't wake me up! lol =P so... its a good sign right. this means G may actually reply me! =D i did have quite a few future dreams, so i hope that this is one of it ^_^ please reply me if u see this G! XD

this time i got facebook spam mail...
it goes like this:

Hey XXX ,

Because of the measures taken to provide safety to our clients, your password has been changed.
You can find your new password in attached document.

Thanks,
The Facebook Team.

it even attached a supposed password file. do NOT open it at all costs. the file contains a nasty torjan horse that downloads and executes files from the internet.

see here for more details

only 1 day after G went back to japan and we got news of him, haha. someone posted in the boards that G recommended a thai restaurant to the dears in sg. its called Tuk Tuk Thai Kitchen, the outlet in golden mile complex. heard that he wrote on the pillar too. so we're all planning to down to this restaurant and have a meal. if the staffs still remembers what was his menu, then im gonna order everything he ate! lolx. juz goes to show how crazy i am XD oh yea, need to bring camera and take a pic of the food =P

12月的情歌 (chinese)

慢慢地凡翻开了 月历最后一页
橱窗里下着雪 玻璃倒映你侧脸
望着你 一个人吐着烟
回想起你我之间许下的诺言 温暖了这个瞬间

握你的手 紧一点 外套口袋里面
两人的街 走过许多曲折
来到你面前 轻诉爱你的感觉

好想好想你 珍藏你的笑在心里
送给你我一切 爱不会改变
好想好想你 在这个感谢的季节
送给你我一切 爱你到永远

回家的地铁 转眼又到终点
不能常常的见面 更舍不得 要和你说再见
爱情的车厢 我们在第一节
穿过时间与空间 请相信我们会永远

握你的手 紧一点 外套口袋里面
两人的街 走过许多曲折
来到你面前 轻诉爱你的感觉

我喜欢你的天真 你的纯洁和你那份可爱
忘不了我们相识的那一天 永不改变的那一天

好想好想你 珍藏你的笑在心里
送给你我一切 爱不会改变
好想好想你 在这个感谢的季节
送给你我一切 爱你到永远

好想好想你 珍藏你的笑在心里
送给你我一切 爱不会改变
好想好想你 在这个感谢的季节
送给你我一切 爱你到永远

december love (english)

The evenings lights, coloring the nights busy avenues
Down the street brings back memories of you.
Now I am watching, as lovers pass me by,
Finding your shadows, in the views of my eyes.
Now I am here, all alone.
Remebering the time we used to laugh together.
In the fall of the cold
I still think of you.
Wondering if you feel the same.

Save, your smile for me,
Even altough cry for me
Remember me & love me always.
Love, & smile for me,
Hold on to all that we had.
Remembering & love me again.

I'm so depressed living a quiet life now.
There is no one here, in which to hold hands,
Or protect me from the cold.
Feeling like this loneliness will tear me apart.
I am waiting & looking for your voice
To get me out of the dark.

Snowflakes fall like tears that running down my face.
I wanna hold you just one more time
I think of you night & day.
Wondering if you still feel the same.

Being in the silence of the night.
Fall into my arms & I'll hold you tight.
My kiss will guide our missing hearts
& tell me you'll love me again.

Save, your smile for me,
Even altough cry for me
Remember me & love me always.
Love, & smile for me,
Hold on to all that we had.
Remembering & love me again.

12月のlove song (japanese)

いつの間にか街の中二十二月の慌ただしさがあふれ
小さな手を振りながら大切な人の名前を
呼ぶ

恋人たちの優しさに包まれてこの街にも少し早い冬が訪れる

大切な人だからずっと変わらないで笑っていて
大好きな人だからずっと君だけを抱きしめて。。。

Show-windowを見つめながら方を寄せ合う二人が通り過ぎる
君の事を待ちながら白い吐息に重いを乗せる

見上げた空に粉雪が舞い降りていたずらに二人
の距離をそっと地被ける

静かな夜に耳元でささやいた
あの言葉をもう一度そっとつぶやいた

大切な人だからずっと変わらないで笑っていて
大好きな人だからずっと君だけを抱きしめて。。。

いつまでも抱きしめて。。。

君だけを抱きしめて。。。


suddenly felt like listening to december love song, so i went to google for lyrics n post 'em here. coz forgot the chinese's song title... hehe =P
always feels so warm after listening to this song, as if nothing else in the world matters except for love! <3

omg, u're not gonna believe this. but i met GACKT sama again *faints*

around 10 of us went to the airport at 6am in the morning. some of us didn't even slept the night before. coz we're all outside roaming the orchard streets looking for any signs of our beloved idol. it wasn't until almost 1am that we got the message that someone saw G in orchard again =O don't know why he loves orchard so much lol. should have asked him when we saw him. maybe he was searching for some item there?

anyways we heard that he will be returning today. so we're like go check all the flights info! and found out that the earliest flight back was 8.20am in the morning. lol. and we all know that we need to reach airport at least 2 hrs before the flight. by the time we reached home, its almost 2am. after bath and such its almost 3am. now we need to get ready at 4am and leave by 5am in hopes of reaching there on time. so we might as well don't sleep. lol.

we waited in T1 & T2 till about 9am, the gates to the supposed flights were already closing. we wanted to give up and go home, then maybe return later in the night to try again. right at that moment, we received a call from our lucky who decided to check out T3. once our mama san shouted "What!?", we're like all stand up all ready to rush. next we heard T3, voom! we go ran to the T3 skytrain which fortunately is very near us. if it was in T2, i think we'll die running. XD once out of the train, we started engines and rushed all the way. when we almost reach G, all slowed down to brisk walking. coz we wanna look good in front of him. hahaha!

before we got there, the 2 lucky girls who met him first chatted with him. asked if he minds if they disturb him for a while, and G doesn't mind =D after they shook hands with him, they all kinda stoned. coz they're too nervous to think of anything to talk about. then gal A told gal B in chinese "eh, nothing to say" forgetting that G knows chinese very well. of coz G heard it, and he laughed! lmao! at least they mananged to make an impression to G XD

G was kind enough to shake hands with all of us! arrhh! after shaking his hands, we're all panting like idiots in front of him! then we were like erm... so what's next? little awkward there! fortunately someone broke the silence and asked him for autograph and G agreed ^^ so one by one, all of us get G's signature. guess what? he even asked for our names! we're like repeating our names to him, and he repeat back to us. gosh... G saying our names again and again, how cool is that!? must be our good karma that we accumulated while searching for him these few days. then when it was a girl's turn called belle. G smiled and said "ah, my dog's name." lol XD

we did request to take a photo with him, but sadly his staffs don't allowed =( being very good kids, we didn't force him or take a pic secretly, haha. after G's done with the signing, gal A (again =P) with was talking to gal C on the phone asked if G would like to speak to her. He agreed and took the phone, he said "Hi". i think maybe the gal did not reply or was too excited to react, G said "hi... love you!". all of us were squealing lolx! it was probably like the sexiest words i heard coming out of his mouth lar! XD i think some of them saw G looking at us with the ... expression, maybe thinking so easily satisfied =P

G also promised us to come back for a concert next year, i heard him said "seriously" =O well i do understand that G is a very busy person, so he might not make it then depending on his schedule. but i'm pretty sure that G's gonna return! we'll be waiting ^_^

after that he went to check in the customs. he took down his sunglasses, too bad we couldn't see his eyes since he wasn't facing us. we were fantasising that once he took the sunglasses, all of us would faint. he probably experienced it before that's why he's keeping those sunglasses on all the time. LOL =P

now back to my booties. u know we all have our autographs right. he signed my book on HIS stomach using MY pen! lol. feel sorry for him but i didn't have anything for him as a table >_< he went on to sign autographs for a few other people using MY pen =D im so NOT using both the book and pen. need to go get a wooden treasure box to store my prized valuables. hehe. i would have been contented to die now if not for his promise to come sg again XD

oh yea the perfume! i can totally smell G's chanel platinum egoiste when we were shaking his hands! the smell lingered for quite a while. and all of us were like smelling our own hands after that O_o especially when we were at the observation platform to lookout for G's plane, we keep bringing this perfume topic. lol. we were saying if we all wear the same perfume and go out together, then G would keep smelling himself, hahaha. then later he would find out that a bunch of people wearing the same perfume! rofl.

talking about shaking hands... i was like looking at his hand the whole we were shaking hands man, lol. he got quite a thick palm, and i think his fingers aren't that long. its a firm handshake too, his hands are very warm. arrrhhhhh. i think i might have faint back then, but my brain's too slow to register the handshake. lol. it was only after the whole thing that i felt more realism. i didn't dare to look up to him much less ask for a hug >_< would be nice to get G to hug everybody one by one. note to self gather courage to ask for a hug next time i see G! i think nobody would want to bath after hugging him! wahahaha. so when we see G next time, we'll have flies around us yet have strong perfume smell. lol, ok im getting out of topic XD

the way G's dressed, he was the sunglasses, leather jacket, leather (not sure) pants and boots. it made me felt that he's some cool X gamer or something =D but his face looked very pale =( don't know if he got used to sg food or not. it seemed like G didn't sleep or eat during the days he was here. which reminds me, my friend did a reading if we would be able to see G. i remembered the result was yes, he would be fine with it but feel stress later =O who what how why would he be stressed i don't know. but i don't think it meant us right. i mean he got 1000 dears on this trip with him. why would be stressed up by 10 or 1% of us...? my friend's readings were quite accurate too. i really hope i'm wrong and that G is perfectly fine.

hmm... this the most i can remember in my tiny little brain. will update if i can recall anything else i think =)

this is the GOD SMACKINGLY GLORIOUS day of my life!!! woohoo!!! *random dancing lol*

thanks to everyone who attended the gathering with me. its the first time im making so much effort to try and meet one person. lol. its pretty fun. looking forward to the next one. hope the difficulty stays the same. sounds like we're playing a game lol =P

now u know what's the perfect thing to end this day? to dream about G when i sleep tonight. since i can't get his pic, at least let me see him all i want in my dreams... LOL XD

hey, u know what? after adding in so much nonsense, im beginning to better not so empty anymore. haha offering G post-symptoms cure. lol. new clinic offer, free writing therapy to all who come visit this month =D

disclaimer: all posts here for my own entertainment only, read at ur own discretion!